Yes, I know, most of the time I would be alone, and be laughed at as a fool.


It's hard to talk about what I'm doing and striving for, cuz even myself don't clearly understand EVERY detail, and EVERYTHING what I'm gonna do. 

It's big. It's about the world. It's complicated. It's not easy to tell the truth if you're not close enough.  And it'll take me a lot of time and effort to reach it, but I know it definitely worth it! 

I'm gonna try my best for it for a simple reason : no matter it end up successfully or not, it'll always deserved a good try!   

I'm not genius, even not smart as lots of people; I'm not rich, and am just a poor student who even not financially independent; I don't have any power ,yes, obviously as you can see; I'm not a adult YET, and don't know how the fucking realistic should be,

BUT, I'm still going to try, try my hard and try my best!

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I'm gonna ignore your hopeless words.
You don't understand how hard we youth would be, if we live on this world without any hope and passion. That'll be a life full of disaster.


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shit! it's 11 p.m over.
Good night.